28/11/2003
anotherdream.
had another weird dream last night. you must be getting really tired of my weird dreams huh. anyway it started with me flying some plane. i saw another plane and shot a missile at it. but halfway the missile turned into a birdy thing and couldn't seem to catch up with the other plane so it just followed it around.then i was on the ground and looking up at the bird chasing the plane. i saw these white trails all over the sky. they started landing and missiles exploded in front of me. i turned around and ran down the street(?) and missiles were exploding all around me.
then i was looking down on the whole scene from above as more and more missiles landed and exploded on the ground and suddenly there was a massive mushroom cloud that looked like it was grinning and the dream ended.
hah. doesn't really make much sense. maybe this dream resulted from my paranoia of being wiped out suddenly in a nuclear strike. we can vanish from the earth at any moment and we won't even be aware of it. someone might be pushing the big red button now but you will never know won't you.
holidays are here. but my holidays won't start until 7 nov. very worried for chinese. dammit.
had class outing today. 3T's class outings always go wrong. last time only 3 people turned up. this time the teacher didn't come, some guy who looks like a mafioso got pissed at us, AND it rained extremely heavily halfway and got us totally drenched while trying to cross a damn bridge sheltered by a faulty umbrella that yongjin kept hogging.
also, during every 3T class outing, we'll play a few hours of LAN to forget our sorrows and remind ourselves that the primary purpose we came out was to have fun and this IS fun isn't it?? we're playing!
ahh chinese time. bye.
kenny wrote this at 8:24 p.m.