18/01/2004

cny at last!

yesterday was a scary and stupid day.

in case you didn't know, i'm very afraid of falling prey to obscure diseases and disorders. must be because of all those issues of RD. so whenever any part of me starts to ache or something, i immediately think that i've contracted cancer or some other weird ailment.

anyway. so yesterday i woke up with a horrible headache and a backache. in my paranoidness, i remembered something that i read from RD some time ago. dunno whether its accurate.

'pain in the lower back is a symptom of impending kidney failure'

i started moping around thinking that i was going to die. was even going through the farewell letters i would have to write to people in my head. and wondering how i could bear to leave SOME people.

so. i discovered that the backache was just a muscle ache and the headache was a result of the insane amounts of homework given to us by teachers. in short, stress.

alright. forget it.

by the way, i got a new hp. my t68 suddenly got murdered.

and the dentist removed my braces at last! feels a bit weird though. guess i'm starting the new year with everything new.

one of my new year's resolutions reads 'BE MORE OPEN'. i dunno how i'm going to do that. after all, i'm an I not an E.

ok ok i'm starting to feel spasticity(?) creeping up on me. bye.

kenny wrote this at 5:38 p.m.