27/04/2004
meanings.
i'm finally updating!chinese prelims. i think at the rate i'm going, i'll be horribly lucky to get b3 again for the o levels. gonna fail oral, listening compre, and zuowen. i'm finished. i'm not even putting in any effort into chinese this year. what the hell is the point anyway, i KNOW i'll never be able to get an A1.
today was the english prelim orals! harsh reality of sec4 life is finally settling into my head. i think the exam went great though. talked and talked and talked and managed to pronounce everything correctly. yay hope i do well. like yongjin said, it's 16% of our overall english prelim grade! 16% of the grade which largely decides our JC for the first 3 months! so scary.
there's something wrong with my comp. the processor fan or whatever shit it's called is turning super fast and making tons of noise. why?? it used to be so quiet, just a friendly, gentle hum. now it's a menacing ROAR. must ask lammo. he'll know.
G.
so many lives are so meaningless. work work earn a bit of money play play then work work work earn some more money save up buy car buy house work work work. i don't want to end up like that. i don't want to be a meaningless salaryman earning paychecks every month. some people are content with a stable job which brings home cash every month and a nice warm family. but i know i won't be. i want to do something GREAT. i want my life to have meaning. i want to make an impact, not just be another 'one of the guys'. we'll see yeah?
anyway must go mug geog now. hope learning journey tomorrow will be fun! seeya...
kenny wrote this at 7:39 p.m.