12/08/2004
again...!
got back chinese 'o' level re-exam results today. well, i got a b3 again, exactly the same score. i'm not really surprised, was expecting it anyway. when i heard my name being called, i braced myself and heard a 'SAN (3), MERIT' and let out a long, long sigh. i was kinda disappointed at first, but i was already expecting it so the blow isn't very bad. so nevermind! must concentrate harder on the other subjects!i'm NOT going to try again at the end of the year, no matter what all of you say. i'm NOT. you all don't really understand, i know my own chinese standard. which is horrible. and i know that there's absolutely no chance of me getting an A1, even getting an A2 would be a miracle already. all of you can safely say that if you were in my position, you'd take it again, but for you, you know that A1s are possible and B3 is way below your standard. for me, B3s ARE my standard. so oh well, i'll just accept that my chinese is bad and move on. if i end up having to use my chinese score in my L1R5, i'm already freakin' dead.
ooh, i'm addicted to nirvana, they're so so so nice! their music stirs up so many emotions in me, they can make me feel like shaking my head violently and rocking around the house, make me feel like crying in painful despair, make me feel horribly frustrated and angry. sigh, i love nirvana. i need to buy more cds. so, i need to save. no more crystal jade or seoul garden excursions anymore for some time.
i have to go try finish up my homework now, seeya.
kenny wrote this at 7:35 p.m.