14/10/2004

'thoughts on graduation'

oh well, people will expect the usual 'thoughts on graduation' entry, so here it is:

graduation's on saturday. i can't believe 4 years have gone by so fast, i don't mean to be cliche but really, it seems like just yesterday when the date was 2/1/2001 and i was a fresh new student of RI and on my first day of school, i came late. it seems like just yesterday when i first stepped into my darkened and empty classroom (everyone had left for assembly, see), set my bag down onto the only free table left, took a look around, a deep breath, and thought 'i'm a student of RI, 1P, this is my classroom'.

i'll never forget that thought. now 4 years have passed and i'm in sec 4, 4T. ri holds so many memories, so many things that i can't bear to leave behind. these days, i just want to burst into tears everytime i walk along those familiar pathways in school, as i remember the first times i walked along these paths and i understand that i'll never walk these pathways as a student of RI again. from saturday, i'll be a stranger, a stranger to all that's been so familiar to me for the past 4 years. the thought just breaks my heart.

i can't ever thank RI enough for all that it's done for me, i know that sounded extremely cliche. RI was where i grew up, where i made the best friends that i'll probably make for the rest of my life, where i found out more about myself and became more confident and open. no more the timid, shy boy i was in primary school, i owe that entirely to RI and its influence.

i'll miss the rafflesian spirit (even if i stay in rj, it won't be the same, it just won't be), the nonsense 'house' stuff my friends and i always try to pon, the daily trips to s11 or j8 for lunch in between lessons, the fooling around in class after school, the quirky-ness (is there such a word) of my friends, EVERYTHING.

it's become my second home, i always have this feeling of comfort and security whenever i'm within its walls that i cannot describe, even just driving past RI in my dad's car, i always feel this sense of calmness and HOME as i see the oh-so-familiar words 'RAFFLES INSTITUTION FOUNDED IN 1823' flash by.

i don't want to leave, i really don't. but life goes on i guess, sorry for yet another cliche. so i just want to say this to RI (not that it can read this).

i owe you so much, for moulding my future and making me what i am today. thank you for the wonderful 4 years that you've given me, i promise that i'll never ever forget these 4 years for the rest of my life. they'll probably be the best years of my life. i'm going to miss you.

i love you, RI, i really do.

kenny wrote this at 9:40 p.m.