11/09/2005

creative creative.

when i read through the entries in my archives, i just couldn't help being amazed at how innocent and carefree i was last time. and then, i felt sad that at the ripe old age of 17, i'm being surprised that i was a person that i still should be now, except for jc and everything.

i feel so OLD. i know i still don't have to worry about money, mortgages, bank loans, car loans, housing loans, all the things that my parents tell me i'm so lucky i don't have to bother with. and yet i still feel weighed down by everything, the stress of examinations, the fear of failure, the fear of disappointing my parents, the fear of giving my relatives more ammo for their poison.

especially the poison. it all makes me sick. i really HATE people who are bitter and jealous about everyone whom they perceive to be better than them or advantaged in any way. what's the point of kpkb-ing and being bitches when it won't help you at all? isn't it much more sensible to get up and DO something about it, try to improve yourself instead of lying back and saying 'aww this sucks. i hate this. screw the world. everything's unfair.'?

and what else can i say. now i know how all my friends who had to open secret blogs feel. i can't say what i really want to. but at the same time i'm lazy to make another blog, so haiyahhh nevermind.

i think that i think too much. should stop being worried about promos and actually get down to concentrating. sigh... i can't wait for these bloody exams to be over. i can just see a vision of myself sitting in my room in front of the computer after the exams, a cup of steaming fragrant tea in front of me, either wasting my time at maplestory or being raped at counterstrike.

sighh i know i haven't been blogging much. i think i've lost even my most faithful readers. i just couldn't bear the thought of letting this blog die just like that, so here i am again!

have you seen the new ipod nano? do you have any idea how sweet it looks? my goodness, just looking at it makes me feel warm and fuzzy all over. but it's not too practical i guess, i mean the 2gb version is the same price as the 4gb ipod mini? and the 4 gb version is the same price as the 6 gb mini? but one look at it, and seeing that it's from apple and all that, i'm sure it'll sell.

the foolishness of creative really makes me frustrated. take a look at their ads in the newspaper. they look more like courts bargain sale ads. then take a look at apple's ads. the ipod nano website, i almost had an orgasm looking at it. why won't sim wong hoo get smarter?! if he can't improve his products, at least improve his marketing! and being an experienced businessman, he should also know that copying apple's products is definitely not the way to beat apple. one thing that would definitely give creative an advantage would be improving their terrible creative mediasource (or whatever) software, i remember fooling around with it for about an hour and still being unable to create nice ordered playlists which i could transfer into my mp3 player.

come on singapore company! you can do better than those over-rated angmohs!

okay, back to work now! byebye!

kenny wrote this at 9:07 p.m.